Dispatch
LiveRaw notes from the field. No algorithm, no audience — just what's actually happening across work, building, and life.
Worked on Stuti's profile while waiting at the BLR airport 1. Changed the Journey Start Date 2. Built and added Phase 1 - Finance Tracker Next Stages - Revamped UI , Fix Bugs , App Testing

Good bye Bangalore!!! See you soon ... Had a really great 3+ years here Off to a new start , Let's see what fate has there for me
Shipped the planner & To-Do page , been working on that for last 1 week

Nana passed on April 6th. I was in Bangalore when the call came. I rushed — flights, cabs, everything — but he didn't wait. He was already gone by the time I reached Patna. At the ghat, I couldn't move. The sun was brutal. Fires all around. People completing their last rites and moving on. I just stood there. Frozen. Till the very end. I don't know what I was waiting for. Maybe I wasn't ready to walk away. Maybe walking away meant it was real. He was the kind of person who shaped me quietly — not through big speeches, but through how he lived, what he valued, how he carried himself. I became something because he existed. I didn't know how to tell him that. Now I don't get to. Some people leave a hole that doesn't close. They just become a part of the architecture of who you are. Rest, Nana.
Sitting in a moving bus, looking out the window, music in my ears… and a thousand thoughts in my head. Right now, I’m jobless. It’s been around 15 days of consistently applying, trying, pushing — but no offers yet. There’s this constant mix of emotions: fear of losing everything, fear of failure… and at the same time, a belief that it just takes one “yes” out of hundreds. Rejections keep coming, but the plan is still simple — show up every day, keep building, keep evolving. Lately, I’ve been reflecting on what might actually be going wrong: Not enough confidence in any one skill No real moat yet Trying everything… but not mastering anything Maybe it’s because desperate times make you do a bit of everything, hoping something clicks. But in that process, focus gets lost. So here’s what I’m changing now: For the next 60–90 days, one project. one direction. no distractions. No jumping between courses. No chasing everything at once. Just building real skills, creating something solid, and becoming someone who can’t be ignored. Because in the end, I don’t need 10 things to work — I just need one thing done really well. #hope #jobhunt

#travel I hopped on a bus to the airport today. Usually, I'd grab a cab, but this is pretty good too, and way cheaper! Those KIA buses are really nice, clean, and air-conditioned. Definitely the most budget-friendly way to get to the airport in Bengaluru. While I'm just sitting here, my favorite thing to do is just observe everything around me – people, places, whatever. It's wild how one bus can hold so many different stories at once. There's a girl quietly crying in the very back seat, while up front, a guy is silently smiling at his phone. Someone's sad, someone's happy, and even though we're all going to the same place, our journeys are totally different. Everyone's path is unique. Just because some folks get there faster doesn't mean you won't eventually reach your destination too. I remember reading something really interesting in a book a long time ago: "Your surroundings play a huge role in shaping your future."
Just shipped the Dispatch system on my portfolio — a hidden page where I post raw updates without the noise of LinkedIn or Twitter. Built it end-to-end today: Telegram bot → webhook → Supabase → Next.js ISR page. No likes, no algorithm, no audience. Just a log of what I'm actually building. Currently juggling: → Morning Nutriz ops setup (vendor onboarding + fulfillment flow) → Sejal Engitech website + Alambana vertical launch → This portfolio rewrite (went from boring to actually decent I think) The Dispatch idea came from wanting a place to think out loud without it being a "post." More like a captain's log than a social media update. Will post here whenever something interesting happens — a decision made, a system built, a problem solved. No schedule, no pressure.
Day 1 of building the Dispatch system live. Just wired up Telegram → Supabase → portfolio. Testing if the feed renders correctly before going live. 🚀